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melissa_42 ([personal profile] melissa_42) wrote2010-09-10 08:52 am

[fst] This Is Why We Fight - A Chapter 294 Gokudera/Yamamoto FST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, GOKUDERA!
I know it's late, but my internet wasn't working last night. orz 
Have a post chapter 293 Gokudera/Yamamoto fanmix!


Some songs may contain swearing and/or triggers.






Knife Going In
Tegan and Sara

I feel the knife going in
I'm feeling anxious
Not enough to kill me
I thought it'd happen fast
But I'm feeling it now
And I feel anxious
Sleeping inches from me
I let it pass




Secret Message
Rasputina

I carry a secret message
That I must give to you
It concerns suspicious blessings, now
I'm sure you'll know what to do
But if it should be some bad news
You know you can lean on me




Starts With One
Shiny Toy Guns

Starts with one
I can't feel
It's all in your mind anyway
I can't heal
Make me feel this way

Now there's two I can't see
I've never felt this way
I can't feel anything anyway




Error: Operator
Taking Back Sunday

Well there's been an accident (calm down)
There's been an accident
Breathe in then out, calm down (in and out, calm down)
Breathe in and out, calm down (in and out calm...)




He Dreams He’s Awake
Stars

Sunrise
Oh sunrise
When will you ever come?

Sunrise
Oh sunrise
When will the light be gone?

It won't let me go




Set Off
Hey Monday

You and me
They wanna break us
Let's shake it up
'Cause they will never take us

Set off all the fires
Set off your alarms
I don't care what they say
'Cause they don't know who we are




Smokers Outside the Hospital Doors
Editors

How can we wear our smiles
With our mouths wired shut
'Cause you stopped us from singing

I can't shake this feeling I've got
My dirty hands
Have I been in the wars?
The saddest thing that I'd ever seen
Were smokers outside the hospital doors




The Gift of Paralysis
Envy on the Coast

Alarming to the senses
As the scent of latex and blinding white lights greet me.
Withered, weak, and weary, his bones are bare and brittle.
Can't rid this taste of surgery, accusing me of perjury.
Like surgery, correcting me.




Hospital Song
Ben Folds Five

Lying awake in my hospital room
Silas Creek Parkway is my only view
And the doctor just came by and told me the news
I need a second opinion
I don't believe that it's true




One More Time With Feeling
Regina Spektor

Your stitches are all out
But your scars are healing wrong
The helium balloon inside your room has come undone
And it's pushing up at the ceiling
And the flickering lights it cannot get beyond

Everyone takes turns
Now it's yours to play the part
And they're sitting all around you
Holding copies of your chart
And the misery inside their eyes is
Synchronized and reflecting into yours




More Than Useless
Reliant K

I feel like I would like
To be somewhere else doing something that matters
And I'll admit here, while I sit here
My mind wastes away and my doubts start to gather

Whats the purpose? It feels worthless
So unwanted like I've lost all my value
I can't find it, not in the least bit
and I'm just scared, so scared that I'll fail you




Undone
Lifehouse

When all your plans are made out lying on the floor
And all your dreams are turning into nothing more
When all your hope has left you, know you're not alone
Just hold on




All Is Not Lost
OK Go

Probably bad as they talked about
But just remember: when the tide rolls in
It can't be too long until it rolls back out

And when they say that all is lost
All is not lost, all is not lost



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This fst focuses mostly on post chapter 293 Yamamoto, but I’ve included a healthy dose of 5980 (and lots of headcanon) to the mix. Let me know if you have any trouble with the download, and enjoy!

[identity profile] hornithorynque.livejournal.com 2010-09-10 02:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Aaah thank youu~~ You always do great FST, haha, will listen to this one now fhg hope it won't make me cry xD ! The cover is so well done omg, and so sad and my heart just... ;333;

[identity profile] hornithorynque.livejournal.com 2010-09-10 03:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Aah doesn't work :C "File unavailable"

[identity profile] melissa-42.livejournal.com 2010-09-10 04:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you so much!! I've added a mediafire link, so I hope that works for you! ^^

[identity profile] morgrix.livejournal.com 2010-09-10 04:17 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, such beautiful cover!!! I'll download it nao!!! Thanks!

[identity profile] melissa-42.livejournal.com 2010-09-11 03:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you!

[identity profile] ahja-reyn.livejournal.com 2010-09-10 05:35 pm (UTC)(link)
I can't download either one :( The mediafire link keeps redirecting to my files.

[identity profile] melissa-42.livejournal.com 2010-09-10 06:48 pm (UTC)(link)
I've changed the mediafire link. I hope it works for you now!

[identity profile] ahja-reyn.livejournal.com 2010-09-10 07:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Hooray!

PS - I love your icon.

[identity profile] noodlesoother.livejournal.com 2010-09-10 05:35 pm (UTC)(link)
You have excellent taste. I'm definitely downloading this. Cover is perfect too. :D

[identity profile] melissa-42.livejournal.com 2010-09-10 06:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you! Once I latched onto the idea for this one, it wouldn't let me go. :P

[identity profile] kidscrappy.livejournal.com 2010-09-10 08:10 pm (UTC)(link)
This sounds like such a lovely and sad mix, definitely taking.
Thank you for making this

[identity profile] melissa-42.livejournal.com 2010-09-11 03:33 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm glad you like it!

[identity profile] mychemical-lust.livejournal.com 2010-09-11 04:05 am (UTC)(link)

BB, YOU SPOIL US! THIS IS AWESOME!

Ahh~ yamamoto! xD

[identity profile] melissa-42.livejournal.com 2010-09-13 09:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks!!
Yeah, despite the title, the mix is mostly Yamamoto based. I just want to give that kid a big ol' hug. ;__;